February 2012
I just want to cut. So bad.
…hatemyselfsomuchrightnow.
I have never gotten into an argument with my parents about this before. But trust me, I would never in a million years choose to have my life so hard over liking girls. I’ve tried to like guys for fucking being normal in high school and that shit made me sick every single day cause I knew I wasn’t into him like he was into me. I’m sorry if I...
My parents won’t acknowledge my girlfriend as my girlfriend and that kind of kills me. I feel like I let them down in so many ways. It’s always just a friend. I honestly can’t stand it and my dad somehow thinks I’ll change my mind about being gay. I just feel like a complete let down, maybe I am. I wish they didn’t care what everyone else thinks. I’m hurting so...
I love my girlfriend so so much :)
